Sep 23, 2011
dear future self,
Can I get real with you for a second?
These days, I've been a jumbled mess of emotion & confusion. And I don't like it.
So here's the thing: you need to work on that being content thing. Maybe it's not even so much about being content as it is about being at peace and just living. Stop overthinking everything; stop worrying.
Learn to fully appreciate where you are in life when you're in the thick of it.
And for goodness sake, stop talking. Find the two or three people in your life who really do know you and your heart and share the details with them. Because Lord knows, unsolicited advice really only helps to confuse you more.
On the bright side, we both know you'll come out of this splendidly. Life gets messy sometimes, but in the end, you'll be just fine.