Lately, I am tired.
I haven't been getting enough sleep, and when I do, my body isn't quite sure what to do with it.
I'm heading into that crunch time of the semester, where big assignments loom ahead and I start to be constantly in the mindset of "just get through tomorrow, everything will get done".
My room is a mess, and I have little time/energy to change that.
I haven't been eating full, nutritious meals.
I haven't been exercising enough.
Lately, all I want is a week to do nothing.
And in an ideal world, "nothing" would include:
a place where I am completely anonymous
lots of fruit
uninterrupted naps that don't leave me feeling guilty
"Nothing" would NOT include:
the pressure of homework not getting done
tv and my computer
the stress of an unkempt room
Perhaps when summer arrives, such a reprieve will be possible.
I'm terribly sorry if it seems that this post is full of venting. Sometimes, some written processing is just necessary.
(The absolute reality is that life is good right now. God is good, and moved in big ways at a youth convention I just took a group of students to. My family is wonderful, and my mom is starting a new job that she's perfect for. I'm dating a wonderful & awesomely supportive guy, and I really couldn't be happier. I'm just busy. And tired.)